人心

人心难测...
本以为时间久了，人总会成长，许下的承诺还可以秉持...
可惜今天我终于明白了人心难测的道理...
原来人心不是时间可以改变洗革的...
说好的事情同样地没有办到...
千叮嘱万叮嘱的事情同样搞砸...
用时间好不容易建立修补回来的友情，一句话毁得不成人形...
一段友谊又这样轻易的摧毁了...
到底这是误会还是我的人格真有问题？
算了...
即便她们真的不相信我，认为我是那样的人...
也罢了...
反正接二连三的这类事件，我经历了，也确确实实的明白了...
从此再也不敢妄想人心会变好...
再也不胡乱相信他人...
但是我心有不甘...
难道在这个世界上，真的没有一人是可以相信的吗？
没人可以真的交心吗？
我正尽力在寻找着也害怕此类事情再次发生...
想着想着，还是闭嘴好些...
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Act Or True??

不知道为什么？？
在一方面好的时候，总会有一方面坏...
难道就不能完全给我好一次吗？
 上天给我的考验还真不错...
朋友方面应该可以算是好的哪方面吧... 至少现在他们肯约我出去... 也算是好的现象...
但是这方面好了，工作方面就开始恶化... 很不喜欢对方拖拖拉拉...
 你要请就请，不要一直告诉我说再给我知道...
你到底要拖我拖到什么时候？
 我已经等了你一个月...
当初有时你们说要人，我已经跟你们确定，而且推掉了四份工作...
现在你说再给我知道，这个是什么意思？
你想不用我了还是在我面前做戏？
你毕竟是老板，我不会不尊敬你...
没必要做着一场贻笑大方的戏给我看...
我真心诚恳地想跟你做工，你却用这样的态度对我...
说真的我还蛮失望的...
早知道是这样我宁可做那份office的工作...
至少我不用等，至少别人是真心诚意的想请我做工...
现在你的一句再给我知道把我1 wok Q hei...
这个世纪最厉害的还真的是你...
你让我第一次尝试到被人Q hei的滋味...
还真的谢谢你让我上了这么宝贵的人生课...

REWRITE

Today reopne n write tiz blog is bcoz today my classmate them suddenly mention blogger in class~~~ den nw i think bak~~ damn long time i din write tiz blog le~~ nw come n renew a bit~ remind me tat wat had happened in my life~~ i think the friendship v my new classmate n frenz reli bcum closer edi~~ they start tell me the thing about them~ they start sharing, caring v me~~~ n they r oso b my loving frenz~~ very appreciate tiz present which grant by GOD~ well~~ f6 reli is hard to study~~~ but i will try my best to complete it~~~ juz nw look bak my older post~~ suddenly feel tat~~ last time i was more happier than nw~~~ dunno y gt such weird feeling~~~ mayb nw i hav more stress than b4~~ 5 month more i will face my stpm real EXAM! hope can do it well larrrr~~~ ALL my f6 frenz kah yao larrr~~~~ gambateh!

loonnggg ttiiimmmeee~~~

it's been 7 month ago i din log in tiz blog~~~
suddenly gt mood to rewrite tiz blog~~heehee
i had started my f6 study life~
nt bad~
had made many new frenz here~~
they r gud enuf~~
is only i m the bad n worse 1~~~
buahahahaha~~~
i m bad gal~~~
start feel no effort to study~~
dunno study n get gud result for wat?
feel wan do my own thing start frm nw~~
i wish to learn piano, drum n all about music~~~
feel interesting~~~
but my aituation is nt allow me to do tat~~~
sad+ing~~~
so i can just working to save money while i m study~~~
hope it wont affect my result la~~~
save money to buy piano n learn it~~~
i wan try to complete my dream~~~
gambateh to me n all my frenz!

倒数4天！

wohoo~~~~
还有4天~~~
4天后我就能脱离苦难咯！！
不用看到那个3838的“大老板”~~~
buahahhaha~~~~
开心开心~~~^^
不过可怜的慧就要对多他几个月~~~

再多一个礼拜又要开学了~~~
重回我的学校生活！
回到那间半烂不透的学校~~~

趁着我还是学生~
有时间运动和去课外活动~~
尽量去！
因为可以keep fit!
哈哈哈哈~~~
要不然做工后就很难有时间运动了~~~
到时候就更加胖~~~

其实今天是的空没事干~~
跑上来这里543一下而已~~~
543完了~
走luu~~~bye!^^

working oso gt stress~~~~==

finally i m working nw~~~
no nid do hmwork everyday~~~
no nid study everyday~~~
no nid tuition everyday~~~
no nid to face many exam n stress~~~
but nw~~~
i noe tat~~~
working oso gt stress~~~
actually my job can b very easy n senang~~~
bcoz of tat stupid bos~~~
always use such suck excuse to scold me~~~
tat is ur problem bt nt mine pls~~~
another big bos scold u den u scold bak to me~~~~
plzzzzzz~~~~
tat nt my mistake~~~
dun easy to scold me~~~
i will feel hurt 1~~~
reli nt wish to stay at tiz suck company~~~
i wish to chg job~~~~
chg to a relax environment plc to work~~~~
bt i hav no choice~~~
another job dun hav such high salary~~~
i only can 忍!
hope i wont b fire of i fire my bos~~
hope my patient can handle tiz stupid bos~~~~~
GOD BLESS ME~~~~><.

好久好久~~~

五个星期没来这里了~~~~
生完灰尘了~~~XD
最近都在做工做工~~~~
天天早上就起身去做工~~~~
到五点就放工回家~~~
回到家就看电视~~~
没功课，没考试压力~~~~
天天都是一样~~~~
sienZ~~~~~zzzz~~
以后会很少上来这里~~~
因为我还有另外那里~~~~^^
这里就让它生灰尘吧~~~~~~XD