useless life~~~

这个星期只有星期二有去学校~~~
5 mulia's chinese student holidays~~~~
wohoo~~~~
不去学校在家又不懂做什么好~~~~
天天不是睡觉就看戏~~~~
好像trial过了就不用准备SPM~~~~
no effort push me to study~~~~
还剩下20++天~~~
人人都在温习，都在准备~~~~
我就在家煲戏，做埋做埋一些无聊没用的东东~~~~~><.
今天在电脑前面坐了一整天~~~~
天天都这样，迟早给辐射射死~~~~
buahahahhaha~~~~
今天在电脑前面玩mix song~~~~
玩了一整天~~~~
照片拍无聊的时候拍的~~~~
拍到到好像是酱~~~~~XD
不懂几时我才会sot到去读书~~~~
等这天的到来~~~~
快快来呀~~~~~=)

毕业后~~~

这次trial exam的成绩还算可以~~~~~
不过还是有一点点的遗憾~~~~
就是那一分~~~~
原本有8个A的~~~~
就因为那一分变成只拿到7个A~~~~><.
BM还没派，老师很懒下的咯~~~~~
希望不会差啦~~~~^^
今天又和老师聊天~~~~
感觉每次和老师聊天后都会有领悟和有一种无形的压力~~~~
上次和老师聊成绩~~~~
想到成绩真的真的非常重要~~~~
这次和老师聊大学生活~~~~
发觉大学的assignment不容易~~~~
超难的说~~~~
老师说一大堆什么一个sem有十个assignment要做~~~~
毕业前又要做一本厚厚的毕业论文~~~~
全部都不可以抄，要出自本身的idea~~~~
如果要引用别人的话语，还要写完那段话的出处，作者等~~~~
想想下~~~~
一个long sem七星期，short sem 3-5 星期~~~~
1 sem hav to do 10 assignment~~~~
哇~~~
惨咯~~~~
怎样做哦？？？
想到要过这种生活~~~~
头就开始痛了~~~~
我能够撑下去吗？？？
大学适合我吗？？？@@

sad~damn sad~~~~~~><.

today i get my chinese paper 2 edi~~~~~
add up my paper 1 n divided~~~~
i juz get 69%?!!!
juz 1 mark~~~~
juz lacking 1 mark~~~~
if nt i can get A- edi leh~~~~~
tat is chinese paper leh~~~~~
so hard meh???
my mother tongue leh~~~~~
y A- only i oso cant gt it???
am i too stupid???
juz lack 1 mark~~~~
suddenly feel very very sad~~~~~
after i gt the paper i totally down n no mood~~~~~
whole class r noisy but juz me~~~~~
juz me sit n quiet at a side~~~~
ccn , robin n shirley gt come a console me~~~~
but useless~~~~
the fact is i m reli lack 1 mark~~~~
they ask me to gt 1 mark frm teacher~~~~
but i noe it is impossible~~~~~T.T
b4 they console me i m still ok 1~~~~
juz wan calm down for myself~~~~~
juz wan sit at a corner n diam diam~~~~
but after they console me~~~~
i reli feel wanna to cry louder n louder~~~~
feel y i m so stupid???
at tat moment i reli gt cry, but luckily nobody realize it~~~~
but juz robin say me like wan cry wan cry gam~~~~
i juz keep saying nth nth~~~~
back home reli cry jor awhile~~~~
i never gt below the gred A- for my chinese paper~~~
tiz time is 1st time i get those bad result~~~~
hope it wont hav nez time~~~~
n hope tmr can get chemis paper~~~
n hope chemis paper can get a flying colour result~~~~~~
YONG KAI YIN U CAN DO IT!!!!!!!
WONT REPEAT THOSE MISTAKE IN UR SPM!!!!!!!!

juz wan wish some ppl~~~~~^^

wish dad n mum married 21st anniversary happy~~~~~^^
wish shirley happy birthday~~~~~^^

wat a stupid graduation~~~==

today our skl gt a rehearsal for the graduation tiz Saturday~~~~
so ridiculous about tiz rehearsal~~~~~
they teach us hw to take n eat dinner~~~~~==
wat etika etika~~~~~
who dunno about it???
v r 17 years old ady, no more childish~~~~~
who nid u to teach hw to eat???
after tat say tiz cant say tat cant~~~~
all the chinese gal's dress r rejected~~~~~
say wat???nt allow v go in the hall???
v gt pay to u ok???
say hav to follow the formal rules, like others country~~~~
but u all wan us to wear the dress which over the knee~~~~~
but almost all the dress is above the knee~~~~
our dress juz ngam ngam above the knee~~~~
like tat oso cant~~~~==|||
say wat??? if u all wan wear spaghetti look d dress hav to wear overcoat~~~~~
ltr v show the dress v the overcoat to u, u say the dress din cover bosom n neck, so cant oso~~~~
hello~~~gt which dress is spaghetti look but the dress can high until the neck 1???==
say tiz is nt sopan, when going up the stage will 走光~~~~
den v giv many suggestion to solve tiz problem~~~~
but u say tiz graduation very grand cant do tiz cnt do tat~~~~
but i dun think so~~~~
if tiz graduation reli grand, den y our dress is nt allow???
plz refer to other ballroom or graduation in others country~~~~
c thr whether gt baju kurung o nt???==
waste my money to prepared for it~~~~~
bcoz the word "FORMAL"!!!
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nez~~~~~
today my bio marks confirm edi~~~
yes i m get A-...
but the result is nt my real result~~~~~
i count it myself, teacher reli count wrongly edi~~~~
i maximum only can get B+ only~~~~~
but teacher say nvm, it is ok, no nid to change~~~~
summore my p2 teacher had added marks to me~~~~
if nt my marks will nt gt A-...
so hav to thankz bio teacher oso~~~~~
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others~~~~
hello ppl~~~~
i hav no beh song u loo~~~~
i hav no tat mind at all~~~~~
all the thing is u think urself~~~~
frm the begining is juz u beh song me only loo~~~
i dunhav beh song u~~~~~
y u will think like tat~~~~
tiz is bcoz u beh song my result, so tat u think i will beh song u balik~~~~
but sry loo~~~~
i m nt childish like u~~~~
i juz care my result, but nt urs~~~~~
ur result is non of my business!!!!!!

altot 1 mistake, i oso cant accept~~~~~><.

still left 2 day, the SPM trial exam is finished luuu~~~~~
hapi hapi~~~~^^
today is the most relax paper for me~~~~=)
chemistry P1 & P2~~~~
when reached skl i juz keep kacao ppl~~~~
wakaka~~~
paper 1 is ok, until nw i juz found i do wrong 1 question~~~~
hope it would nt increase~~~~=p
after recess is P2~~~~
v juz keep discuss the question of P1, didn't do revision for P2~~~~
hehe~~~~
finally, P2 is came~~~~
luckily almost all the question i noe hw to do~~~~
but gt a stupid question, i reli 4got wat is the reason for it~~~~~
tat is the one n only question i dunno hw to answer~~~~~~==
the only 1 mistake, but it is daisei 1~~~~~
who ask me to kacao ppl dunwan do revision~~~~
haha~~~~
bt i will rmb it as well~~~~~
nez time cant do the same mistake again in my chemis paper~~~~~~~~
the part of essay i juz write many many words for the teacher~~~~~
i wan the teacher c until pengsan~~~~~
buahahahha~~~~
juz keep add many many useless words to let the essay bcome longer~~~~~
actually no marks for it~~~~~
hehe~~~
tmr is physic P3 & chemis P3~~~~
P3 muz hav to get high high marks~~~~
if nt my result will very pai kua~~~~~><.
To all my frenz who is exam+ing kah yao together ya~~~~~~^^

历历在目~~~~~

在考试这段期间都已经睡不好了~~~~~
现在又来一单酱的东西~~~~
更加不用睡~~~~
前两天忠翰叫我出席一校千人宴的中秋晚会~~~~~
看他叫我们叫到那么辛苦~~~~
本来不想去的，就给他一下面子去咯~~~~
反正在家读书也读不进脑，脑塞死了~~~~~
昨天7点酱就到了一校~~~~
刚开始还蛮开心的，猜灯谜，猜花生，又提灯笼游行~~~~~
过后就一边吃东西一边看小孩子表演~~~~
吃了4 5 道菜后， 我就陪美英和盈上厕所~~~~
我就去找康辉~~~~
过不久我们在外面拍照的时候·~~~~~
突然吹来一阵大风~~~~
把舞台吹倒了~~~~
是我亲眼看着那个舞台倒下去~~~~~
台上还有一班小孩子在表演~~~~
那时候我吓到定了在那边~~~~
一直在想小朋友有没有事~~~
那么大块板压下来，到底有没有人受伤？？
过后所有人冲出棚外~~~~
然后又开始下雨~~~~
本来想过去帮忙，康辉又不给~~~~
雨越下越大，我们就只好上车~~~~
不过幸亏没什么人受伤~~~~
但是就可怜那几个受伤的小孩子~~~~~
还有一个要去医院缝针~~~~
朋友老板的音响和灯饰坏完了·~~~~
他老板一定心痛死，几十千就酱没了~~~~
不过最重要还是人没事~~~~
在我人生中，还第一次亲眼看着那庞大的舞台倒下来~~~~~
幸亏没什么事发生~~~~
但是还是会不断想起那时候的画面~~~~
加上最近考试都已经够烦了~~~~
现在看到酱的东西，晚上更加不用睡了~~~~><.
MAY GOD BLESS THE CHILDREN~~~~
另外在晚上又发生了一件事~~~~
那件事真的好不可思议~~~~
只能对他说一声对不起~~~~sorry~~~~

wanna giv up~~~can i???

i was so bad luck recently~~~~
tat day the add math exam, p1 is ok i still can handle it~~~~
bt p2 i dunno hw to do at all~~~~@@
tat time i was so nervous, i worry nt enuf time to finished it~~~~~
bt at the end, i oso cant finished all the question, altot thr juz gt 12 question~~~~
at tat moment, i was felt i m so stupid n noob~~~~
y i din study well b4 the exam~~~~
soooooooo dissapointed~~~~~~
n the bio exam at friday~~~~
altot i gt the tips, but i still cant rmb all the importance things about those topic~~~~
i juz read through it~~~~
when the exam paper is assign to me~~~~~
when i c the question, i noe wat the question r talking about~~~~
& my brain is ady imagine the answer for the question~~~~
but when i wan write the answer on the paper, my brain suddenly blank~~~~
i scare i hav nt enuf time to finished it again like add math~~~~
tat time i reli feel like wan giv up~~~
i hope i can dun answer the paper~~~~
i wish to giv up the bio paper2~~~~
bt i cant do it as well~~~~
finally, i juz spend 1 hours to answer the paper~~~~
i was blank many question~~~~
n i feel my brain was so stress~~~~
cant think anymore~~~~
p 1 use 15 min to circle answer den sleep edi~~~~
p2 use 1 hours to answer den sleep jor 1 n half hours~~~~
reli hopeless for my bio n add math paper ady~~~~
today i go to puchong yum cha~~~~
i sit in car for 2 hours for fetch ppl n go to puchong~~~~
i was blank my mind at tat time~~~~
tat time i hope the car wont stop, n continue going~~~~~
when i was feel stress i like to sit at car n go sum whr to 兜风~~~~~
when sit in the car i was laughing wif frenz~~~~~
tat time my mind was feel relaxed~~~~
i noe i m enjoyed it~~~~
n nw~~~
i cant sleep, juz think about the paper , i feel wanna cry edi~~~~
haiz~~~~
continue study my physic~~~
hope the physic paper wont b worse~~~~><.