stress +++++++

recently felt my stress was adding more n more~~~~

after the mid-year exam paper assign~~~~

felling very stress~~~

coz my result was became worse compare than b4~~~~

but luckily i still hav my chemistry paper~~~~

in all the subject i hav take~~~

only chemistry paper gt improve~~~

another all gt lessen marks than b4~~~

today count the purata at skl~~~~

my purata keep decreasing~~~~

when form 4 mid-year, my purata is the highest in class~~~

but when end-year, my purata less than 1 ppl jor~~~~

n nw my purata less many ppl jor~~~

tiz year d midterm places in class hav to drop~~~~

drop frm no.1 to no.4~~~~

i dun wan~~~~

i m nt wish to c tat~~~~

i m nt wish my result drop~~~~~

tiz mid-year i hav study vry vry hard edi~~~~

y my result still drop???

i dunno y???

i hav to spend almost all my time to study for each subject~~~~

but the result still bad n became worse~~~~

wat happen?

is i nt enuf hard-working to do revision???

am i stupid???

so tat i cant gt high marks n understand the question of exam paper???

haiz~~~~

i reli dunwan like tiz~~~~

i hate stupid kai ying~~~~

i hate uuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~

y u so stupid??????

always lose~~~~

always gt wrong way~~~~~

if i keep dropping in my result~~~~

my SPM sure die~~~~

definitely die~~~

absolutely die~~~~~~

cham le~~~~

wat can i do nw???

i hav try to read n rmb the thing n embed it into my brain~~~~

but the result still like tat~~~~

am i hav to still hard-working to read it???

or giv up???

or juz waiting the GOD bless me???

if giv up den i sure die 1~~~~

so moodless~~~~

sister say me 读死书~~~

actually am i reli like tat???

haiz~~~~~

so confuse for my future~~~~~

reli hope SPM can gt a gud result~~~~

although juz 3 A~~~~

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